For the first time in a long time, I felt like bleeding… But I don’t want to go back to that. The hiding, the scars, the disappointment… I’ve been fighting the tears for days now, putting on the mask of normalcy/happiness. But it’s starting to break, I’M starting to break.
I just want to go!!!
Last night I needed someone. Anyone. Hear a voice just to calm me down…
I needed a place to run to…instead I sat in my truck, in an open field, alone.
If I can’t even love my dark side then how should I expect anyone else too…
I think I’ve become all the things I never wanted to love, Say I care and yet I can’t wait for you to walk right out that door, Let you hold me but that’s all it becomes, Feel your lips on my hair yet I won’t turn my head, Won’t tell you what’s wrong but still expect you to fix what may be dead,…